i want to write something, but i just dont know what. now i know! after an instant chat with a friend i finaly get to know what to put down, its about being your self and how we evny other peoples lives thinking that theyare perfect. we both know that being yourself cam be the hardest task ener, it goes far to that extent that, it beats our ego.

99 percent of people in our society live up to other people expectations or social life. we think their spheres are easy! a phrase commonly misussed today and we end up emulating them, i mean am not really sure if this is a positive comment or not. some day, as i sat with some lads at the schools cafeteria, it was just my normal casual hangout clique. some stories came up and you know us ladies, we like to bitch about too many things, so one of us started talking, from god knows where she had this accent, she kept on wining about an issue and all this time all i could think was that something wasnt really at its place or rather there was some kind of abnomalities going on. i thought for a while until when i realised what was actually going on, she was acting some character from a famous reality show, which she acttualy pulled it out okay but the real issues was that wasnt her. her real self is more cooler and she is a funny character, you,d like her instantly.
this post was meant to be put out on jully 2014, but i put it as a draft from then, till now. i didnt even remember i had it.
just one day, maybe one day. ill go to that girl and ask her why she thought it was cool to act out wendy williams, she also used to have enough nerves to call other people fake lol. Speck someones eye? Probably her own? haha let me just laugh.
I just had to come and end this post, it was lying there as a draft like, you dont even make sense any more, also you're no loger relevant but im still going to put you up. haha My TL needs content also, its just  mine and I can put whatever lol. Not so sure where it is still beading. Like i cant really be trying to end a 2014 post on 2018 hehe. Its way past that time, and im on some new level typa stuff.
I will be posting it down soon. Watch out for the next posts coming.  alright, I think we are done hehe. For sure we are done.