i want to write something, but i just dont know what. now i know! after an instant chat with a friend i finaly get to know what to put down, its about being your self and how we evny other peoples lives thinking that theyare perfect. we both know that being yourself cam be the hardest task ener, it goes far to that extent that, it beats our ego.

99 percent of people in our society live up to other people expectations or social life. we think their spheres are easy! a phrase commonly misussed today and we end up emulating them, i mean am not really sure if this is a positive comment or not. some day, as i sat with some lads at the schools cafeteria, it was just my normal casual hangout clique. some stories came up and you know us ladies, we like to bitch about too many things, so one of us started talking, from god knows where she had this accent, she kept on wining about an issue and all this time all i could think was that something wasnt really at its place or rather there was some kind of abnomalities going on. i thought for a while until when i realised what was actually going on, she was acting some character from a famous reality show, which she acttualy pulled it out okay but the real issues was that wasnt her. her real self is more cooler and she is a funny character, you,d like her instantly.
this post was meant to be put out on jully 2014, but i put it as a draft from then, till now. i didnt even remember i had it.
just one day, maybe one day. ill go to that girl and ask her why she thought it was cool to act out wendy williams, she also used to have enough nerves to call other people fake lol. Speck someones eye? Probably her own? haha let me just laugh.
I just had to come and end this post, it was lying there as a draft like, you dont even make sense any more, also you're no loger relevant but im still going to put you up. haha My TL needs content also, its just  mine and I can put whatever lol. Not so sure where it is still beading. Like i cant really be trying to end a 2014 post on 2018 hehe. Its way past that time, and im on some new level typa stuff.
I will be posting it down soon. Watch out for the next posts coming.  alright, I think we are done hehe. For sure we are done.

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my twisted life.

so today, my juniors, i dont have an idea of what story to tell first, normally when im telling people my stories, i always mix them up then end up telling like 1000 stories in one story. Dont worry, my listeners sometimes are as confused as me. I also dont see them asking a lot of questions or getting lost in between. it is friiiiiday! and in the spirit of being broke and plotless my day has already been hijacked. I for a fact, will go out and i will have burgers from Mama Rock from the bus event at alchemist bar. I count myself to be young and with no responsibilities, henceforth my body is always up to going somewhere. When you are young, go out, have fun, meet as many people as possible, make connections, use them, and plan your future ahead, as in my case, I am saving to travel a lot sooner or late this year. :):). Till that time when i will not be in the best position to do all this, il be up to going somewhere, anywhere, wherever?
The alchemist bar just launched and i will be there. I took my band likizo to auditon for their three day event, and for just showing up, we got ourselves seasonal tickets. the burgers will be half the price for today so, you will find me where there are offers. I intend to venture in a burger business. Which i will be selling out just for one day in a week and so will i be doing deliveries too. Its called fri'burger. only offered on fridays within a specific time frame. Then we will see what this will turn in too.
when you grow up to whatever age you think will be mature enough, dont be scared of trying out new stuff. This burger idea is among one of the many projects that i start, i stop i quit, i start again and i just never stop tryng. There is just not much to lose so,,, why not?
I have been experimenting much with my breakfast, i have made a lof of different types of sandwhiches, i have also had a taste of burgers from different places, and there is just that taste that makes love this. I have now come to that point where i want to make people try them out with me, i mean i am doing business on this. Later on i will be back with feedback on how my marketing has been as well as the sales. 
I hope to have a great evening.
laters  :) :)
ps. never been a grammar freak.

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so my juniors, this is my first post, it was meant to be written down almost 4 months ago, but this particular time of my life "youth days" i am extremely lazy. anyhuu, it doesnt realy matter. I am sitted at a corner in Michaels room, his window is wide open and the cold on my feet is just anoying. This is his computer i am on and currently he is deep asleep and does not even know i am here, but before i leave, i might be forced to wake him up and ask him if he knows where i put the rats medicine. Those small creatures have been terrorizing our house for the past two months more than those monkeys that are always eating our mangoes everytime they rippen. Those ape like creatures seriously enjoy those fruits more than us, where is kws when we need them! sighs. Its time we sent back the rats to their creatures, wherever they go when they die, some of them will be there by sunday, and ooh the biggest one, could be the mommy or daddy, hahaha! *evol laugh* is my first big target. this is an early RIP!

so today in a psv, i had sat next to a drunk young( that looked old) beautiful girl. it was about 3 pm and i was heading to town. First off all, she paid more than the rest of us, while i paid the least, well my bargaining skills are up there. She didnt even wonder why but then again , someone took advantage.  Her smell was so unpleasing, judging from how her jeans looked like, she must have slept somewhere in a ditch, she smelled of alcohol. I didnt judge her, alcohol is like for everyonne this days, i also didnt understand her, at that moment, in as much as i didnt know her, i was not proud of her, it was in the middle of the week on a wednnesday, in the middle of the day as well at 3 pm, damn sake, why? Minutes later, she slept and was leaning her head on my shoulder as if i was her parent or best friend, it was too hot outside, and she didnt smell nice and now she was resting her drunk head on my shoulder. i didnt mention that she was snoring. Whatever the reason was, the time didnt sound nice, and when it involves other innocent souls out there, then it is an unacceptable behavior. when you grow up, alcohol will never solve any problem, great grandpa had it, grandpa, me for a while, a lot of other many many people and this girl to and it didnt do any good to either. Pick your priorities, healthy options too, make your image straight and presentable. Go to church. Pray everyday to GOD. 
I went back home later in the day and  dear friend called, she was in trouble and neededa lil help from me "it is good to help" not always though, and being me, i went and tried my best. she had been arrested for something she didnt do. someone framed her and all she needed was food from me for the night then later, she would be released from the station then next day. When i saw her inside there i didnt feel nice at all. No one deserves to be arrested and put behind that place, you cant even talk to them. be good kids, dont get in trouble with the cops.
I have to go kill the small creatures in my house now.

Laters :)
ps. Do not mind my grammar,

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